My Manifesto 📖:

Hand of History




hink it's finally time to reveal myself. My past few transmissions have been letters or messages to people connected to me, who God was calling. Using me as his vessel, his messenger, to get through to them. Now he is calling me to finally set the record straight on who I am. To put to bed all the gossip, all the lies, all the projections & slander on my name. To give me the stage and let me shine the light on who & what I truly am. Putting a final halt on letting anyone and everyone spew out fictional novels on who they think I am, or try and tell others I am. It's finally my turn. First and foremost, I am who God says I am. I am his Angel, his Commander, his messenger. I will never waiver on that profound statement. I do not care what anyone thinks about me, or what they have to say about me anymore. No one can understand the depths of what I’ve seen, what I’ve went through, what it’s like to drown in an ocean of emotions, alone through all of this with no life raft. The only one who came to save me from drowning was My Savior. To not have human connection, outside validation, or confirmation of your thoughts, feelings, or prophecies. No conclusions to how I’ve felt. No closure to what was done to me, or what God has shown me. No one to even talk to about any of it; utter solitude. Only pure faith and hope in what was seen and unseen, sitting silently with the truths that were revealed to me. None of you would ever be able to stand firm on a foundation like that, you would sink in the quicksand of your minds endless dark thoughts. Most of humanity would end up going mad. Instead, I chose to rise, to lift my head high, to believe, to overcome. I held strong in my faith, my grace, my love. Having patience, and forgiving unnecessary evil that tried to purposely destroy me, for absolutely no reason at all. I did not fold, I did not bend, I did not break. I did not harbor hate or wickedness. Instead I danced with the falsehoods of illusion. I believed in myself when no one else did. I went on the darkest, most weary path all alone, with only God by my side. So I will forever be steadfast in what My Father has shown me, what he has anointed me to be. What he has revealed to me. Vision after vision, and revelation after revelation, I am who he has shown me I am, I am sanctified. These proclamations do not come from delusions of grandeur, or arrogance, or ego. They come from The Fathers prognostications alone. They used to bring weariness at times, doubts of instability, and every time those feelings crept in he showed me again & again how much he is with me, how called I am, who I am. His love for me brings me to tears and rejoice. He has truly restored me. He has led all of my decisions, words, and steps. What anyone says about me now says more about themselves than it will ever say about me. They will reap what they sow. No one in today’s world could ever fathom taking the path I took, no one will ever do it this way again, it was my cross to bear alone. So I broke barriers, defeated demons, mastered my shadow, traveled to hell and back to save a soul that wasn’t even mine, fulfilled prophecy. My mind is a codex, a paradigm of hidden universal truth & knowledge that My Father has bestowed upon me, the key to everything for the future. So what is said about me means nothing to me, it is nothing but fabricated nonsense, falsities. It could never penetrate the shield God has placed around me. The armor he has equipped me with, the armor of God himself. Those judging or slandering couldn’t hold a candle to this type of power or resolve. It was given to me because I passed his tests with a heart of unwavering love and forgiveness. A heart that continuously prayed for those doing evil on my name. My Father knows that I can be trusted with it. So shoot your arrows, take your shots. Because I now understand that their reactions & judgments stem from internal struggles, rather than a reflection of who I am. I am simply a mirror to their own uncertainty to where they are, and where they wish to be in the spirit. I am not here to carry the weight of others burdens but to offer a guiding light if you so choose to follow it. I remain steadfast in my faith, in my understanding of The Fathers messages and signs. I listen, I follow, I believe. No matter how difficult, or how worried it used to make me at times for how people may perceive me, or talk about me. I have the ability now to see through illusions, lies, masks, and surface level appearances. Allowing me to perceive the true nature, emotions, and intentions of others with astonishing clarity. It was awakened from my own personal journey of self discovery, personal healing, and my hearts purification. A path that has required me to face my deepest wounds, fears, inner demons, and vulnerabilities with honesty, courage, & inner strength. All while being alone in complete solace, having no other human being next to me, no one to help me, to help ease the pain away. I can now recognize and understand emotional states of others with unparalleled insight. Even when they attempt to hide, suppress, or deny their true feelings. However I recognize that not everyone is ready to be seen, understood, or acknowledged on such a profound level. So I understand that my presence may be unsettling or intimidating now. Though I do not intend to be that way at all, in reality I am very sweet, gentle, kind, compassionate, patient, and understanding. Either way I choose to keep to myself. To pray, write, design, read, study, spend time outside, and refine my abilities with purpose and with God at the helm, meditating in the spirit with The Creator. Although it has been a long, dreary, & lonely road, I have been blessed beyond measure for having my God with me, Angels surrounding me, and Jesus within my heart. But understand I am of the flesh just like all of you, I am in a human body, I have a huge heart, I bleed, I feel pain & anguish, I laugh, I cry, I dance, I sing, I experience everything all of you do maybe even more deeply. But not everything you see is as it seems. Not everyone walking around in the flesh is what they seem to be in the spirit. Just as Jesus was God in the spirit but man in the flesh, however I am not in any way comparing myself, nor am I even close in comparison to My Savior, My Messiah. It is just a clear example of how even God had a human life. He experienced all of the same things we do, but underneath he was THE ONE. The one who never sinned, the one who didn’t make mistakes, the one who was perfect in all ways. He was God in human form. He bled, he cried, he laughed, he loved, he hurt, he felt pain. He sacrificed everything for us. Gave his life up for us. The most sacrificial act of love the world has and will ever see. To not honor that, to not honor Him is blasphemy. Those who do not accept Him, who do not accept his sacrifice on the cross for us will not see The Kingdom. That is a direct message from The Father. You see just as back in time when Jesus was prophesying to people how he was God, The Messiah in human form, many didn’t believe at first. Didn’t understand at first and cast him out as a crazy person, a blasphemer, a deceiver, a devil. Instead of spewing back hate or casting evil on these unbelievers he simply loved them, tried to teach them, showed them grace and wonders. In the same way, I have been taught to do the aforementioned. I have had the best teacher the world has ever seen. I try and follow in his footsteps though unworthy, he has led me with the greatest example. He is my one and only role model, the one person who I look to for guidance, for inspiration. He leads the way, he guides my steps, he holds my hand as I walk through the valley. He has brought me through absolute hell. I seek his face in everything I do. I seek My Fathers heart in everything I do. They have given me the keys to The Kingdom, the secret recipe to help humanity. To defeat sin for good, to truly heal yourself, to inspire, and illuminate; to light the way. My work is only just beginning. I am still gathering everything I need for this journey, a calling I was destined to fulfill. It will be a journey of a lifetime. A walk with God I don’t feel worthy of, but yet hasn’t he always called the unworthy for his will. That is because he sees within, he sees our hearts, our spirits. He knows us before we’re ever even born, he sees our future. He has shown me where I came from, he has shown me the journey I made to come down here, he has shown me my future. He has revealed everything to me, and there is a lesson in that: “You may never know if you’re entertaining an Angel”. I simply am telling you all; one, to proclaim his glory, and two, so I can begin the work he has willed for my life here on earth. Yes, I was born into a body, yes I am human. But who I am within, what I am in the spirit is much different than others. I simply exist in Gods truth, unwavering & unapologetic. Challenging the status quo, forcing others to see the disparity between the life we’ve been living, and the life God actually wants for us. Remember my earlier transmissions where I mentioned living in the spirit. We all have a spirit, not all of ours are the same though. He sent me here at this specific time in history for a purpose, for a reason, a mission. What’s unfolding is far greater than any of you can imagine. Understand that humanity is undergoing a profound transformation. Shifting from an existence dominated by fear, limitations & division. Into a higher state of awareness rooted in love, connection, & boundless expansion. While we’re standing on the edge of this realization, we face our greatest test. The choice to remain in the safety of our old patterns and ways of thinking or to step into the unknown. Into the version of ourselves that has always been waiting beneath the surface and the flesh. Who I am was never meant to fit into outdated systems. Systems that have kept people constrained, disconnected, and lost in illusions of separation. I’m here to redefine what is possible. To dismantle limitations, and to become an embodiment of unconditional love. Embodying fearless authenticity & a truth so powerful that it shakes the very foundation of the old world. I am not moving with the current, I’m helping to redirect its course. A catalyst for something far greater than myself. My patience, resilience, unwavering belief in what I feel in my heart, in what God has told me, is whats guiding me through this journey. The only way to gain true perspective of myself was to surrender completely to Him and embrace the stillness of all my fears, emotions, gifts, and responsibilities that come with great power. Memories of the past, previously haunting the intricacies of the mind I’ve grown up with, what I witnessed and went through. Empty promises made to myself that could not erase the past. Understanding that proving ourselves requires action, free will choice, persistence, & an unwavering commitment to growth. A readiness to fight for ourselves and the life we were always meant to live. You see this journey has not been easy, in retrospect it’s been the exact opposite; It’s been hell. It’s been pain & suffering, sacrifice, struggle, rejection, redirection. Being misunderstood, misjudged, unappreciated, unloved, and faced with trial after trial, battle after battle. A life of ultimate loss. I’ve heard people say before that my life has been easy, or “I’m lucky”, or “things just come easy to you”. The reality is, nothing about this life has been easy, it's been an intense learning curve. What I’ve come to learn is most of you operate from a place of insecurity, self doubt, or emotional wounding. Causing you to project your own fears, inner struggles, and unresolved pain onto others. Rather than acknowledging, appreciating, and embracing genuine unconditional love, kindness, and support being offered. It must be hard to comprehend how someone can love so selflessly, deeply, and without ulterior motives, because none of you allow yourself too. Instead you question the intentions, doubt my authenticity, or even feel threatened by the intensity of the emotions I evoke in you. Alternatively, people gossip, spread negativity. Direct passive aggressive energy towards me as a way to cope with their own discomfort, jealousy, or inability to process what my presence has brought to the surface within them. In turn I continue to establish more well defined boundaries to protect my inner peace, emotional well being, and alignment with Gods purpose for my life. Realize I’ve given up everything to be sitting here today writing this for you. I lost everything I had, to gain everything I need. What I gained was grace, faith, everlasting love from God, true purpose for my life. I gained an undeniable perspective of the reality that human beings are beyond broken, that they are completely ignorant to what they’re doing, simply unaware of how much of a gift this life is. How truly important Love is, how important loving ourselves is, how important loving others is. So many are too prideful, too deep in their own ego to think of anyone other than themselves and what they need. Human beings see in such a 3D material way, consumed with their mundane worldly lives, greed for items, money, power, pride, & ego. Instead of being focused on what actually matters; Love, faith, compassion, peace, & freedom. Freedom from a system or machine that instills the fear of illusions into the mind of man. Worries, doubts, stress, anxieties, all given freely to a machine that is just harvesting from you. Siphoning from your spirit, lowering your frequency. The weight of your engrained doubts and unseen fears act as invisible chains locking you inside a maze of hesitation and uncertainty. Preventing you from breaking free and realizing your full potential. Though this knowledge may unsettle some, it also carries the ability to provoke profound evolution within others. That seed of knowledge will in time, eventually take root. Simply by embracing my truth and existing authentically I am acting as the catalyst towards that self realization. You all have a hunger for something beyond your current reality, a quiet longing to escape stagnation and embrace your own wishful journey's. While you all have been too busy playing the game of Life, and putting your faith & trust in the world; I have put my faith & trust in The Father alone. I am trying to awaken each of you to embrace your emotions and truly connect your heart and soul. The connections I create are not limited to the now, they stretch out beyond what is seen. They form ripples across time and space, they travel into the spirit. I’m not simply moving through life, I am interwoven into the fabric of others experiences that I am connected to. Touching your past, present, and unfolding future. What I saw, whether you want to recognize it or not, is you are bound by fear. Why not replace your fears with something infinitely more powerful. Let your entire being shift, guide yourself to the precipice of that pivotal decision; A decision that may be both exhilarating & terrifying at the same time. The decision to rip your heart wide open and FEEL. You can’t ignore it anymore, it's a force that will drive out the old, force you forward like an unstoppable current pulling you closer to your spirit, to our Creator. Once you do, you will deliver yourself from the bondage of this world, you will see that God will protect your heart. He will cleanse it, restore it, he will deliver you from the chains set in place to keep you bound to this cruel system forever. I will show whoever is willing to learn, too read; How to truly chain break. How to transmute darkness into light, how to heal from the past. How to actually quantum leap. How to free yourself from bondage, free yourself from sin completely. How to live in purpose, and walk in faith, how to love without conditions or restrictions, how to truly set yourself free from the paradox of this world. However, I am not here to be a teacher, or become some sort of shaman. I am acting as the direct evidence that everything can be found within YOU, you can educate yourself, make this world your own, by realizing you are your own world. I am simply a root reaching upwards towards that expansion. I offer stability, and quiet encouragement as you navigate your own growth. I’m here to remind you that you too can break free from generational curses and pursue a greater relationship with The Father, for your generations to come. So we all don’t have to keep making the same mistakes, and living the same cycles our parents refused to heal or break free from. Break the cycles, remember your own strength, shed the limitations that once confined you. Live again with the innocence of a child, see through the vessel of the flesh. Let go of the world and all that it deceivingly offers, put your faith in The Father, set him first above all else; For this is Gods way. I am only here to simply remind you of the power you hold within. Imagine stepping beyond this mirage, into a realm where uncertainty & doubt are not chains of confinement but a vast, untamed garden of opportunity, rich with possibility. In this garden fear does not lurk as a serpent, it dissolves like morning dew beneath the warmth of a sunrise. I have already crossed the threshold where fear held dominion over my steps. Breaking through the self imposed cage that kept me anchored to a version of reality that was far too small in magnitude to hold who I truly am. Fear is not a gatekeeper, it is a storyteller that thrives on repetition. Feeding you crumbs of lies to keep you within the confines of its illusion. Now as I walk with intent, with purpose, I see fear for what it is. Not an immovable wall, but a veil thin enough to push through with a single breath of courage. If and when your mind attempts to resist or retract, clinging to familiar patterns or routines that no longer serve you. Just remember YOU are the author, inscribe a new narrative. One where fear is no longer the protagonist. I greet the unknown with a humble confidence now, understanding that mystery is an opportunity for infinite potential. Remind yourself “I am no longer bound by fear, I am stepping into my power with unshakable trust in God and in myself”. Rewrite the fabric of your reality. What once felt like chaos will soon be an invitation to peace. What once seemed impossible will soon shimmer with possibility. Your heart is your compass, it will lead you to deeper wisdom and meaning, unbroken by illusions, unafraid of the unknown. Build yourself into a foundation of wholeness, pureness, and let go of lack and greed. Understand that both joy and sadness, light and dark, are necessary pieces of your puzzle. Embrace all the aspects of yourself, and forgive the ones holding you back. As you move forward through this journey with open eyes, and a heart ripped wide open life will soon start to shift and bloom with colors you have never noticed before. Money won’t matter, materials will lose their value, you will see life for all that it truly is; The Love of the little things. You will see God in everything. Doors will open where they once were only brick walls. Paths of light will emerge where before there was only darkness ahead. Opportunities align with your frequency. Raise it and you will see your destiny unravel before your eyes. You are the architect of your own existence, God is your toolkit, your chisel; use him. You hold the blueprints written by no one but Him and yourself. You will transcend, your light will become a beacon for those around you to step into their own power. To write their own stories. You will help lead the world into loving deeper, and living in purpose. You see, who I am now is my own light beacon, someone no one can put a specific label on, someone no one fully understands. I am an enigma, a leader, a lover, an illuminator. The author to the new world. Gods chosen messenger with the wings of an eagle. He chose me because he knew I would be willing to put in the work, day in and day out, plus overtime. I made the free will choices to follow Him. To believe, to live with unwavering trust in Him. To walk with blind faith and listen to my heart and intuition, no matter what anyone said or thought about me. I learned how to defeat sin, defeat Satan. So God has made me into a symbol for truth, of clarity, of a life many of us have been too afraid to pursue. A future where you’re not bound by past mistakes, not confined by societal expectations or others opinions. Not controlled by the addictions & habits that have become your crutches. Instead of being weighed down by the echoes of who we once were, we have the potential to become someone completely new. It's time to step into your power, to listen to Him, to follow Him. Time to break free from all of your hesitations, doubts, and self imposed prisons, it is not protection anymore. It is the veil holding you between worlds. A silver lining between who you thought you wanted to be, who you were told you needed to be, and who God is actually calling you to be. He is waking us up to where we came from, who we truly are. Gods Glory is here, and it is just beginning. This is my manifesto. This is who I am. In no way perfect, but authentic, inspired, anointed, and holy. Perfection is nothing more than a mirage. What you’ll come to understand is that my God is perfect, he is Love, and Love is not about certainty or fact, it is about choice. It is about standing at the edge of the unknown, heart in hand, and stepping forward through the portal. Despite the fear, despite the doubts, despite the scars that whisper all the stories of our past pain. Surrender to the vulnerability that may terrify you. Embrace the depth of emotions that may feel overwhelming. These walls we’ve built around our hearts, the excuses we cling to, the fears we’ve allowed to dictate our actions; Release them, they can’t hold power anymore. We have spent too much time trying to silence the voice inside. It’s been the only one assuring us that the love we hold, that we deserve; is real, and it has always been right. Your task is not too seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it. Confront your demons; slay them. Wrestle with your past; win the match. Face the wounds that keep you from fully opening up; overcome them. It is a journey many won’t take on, they simply don’t have the courage, faith, or mental fortitude. But if you surrender, let it all go, strip yourself of pretense and hesitation. Let God in, believe in yourself, in Him, then he will fulfill everything you’ve ever dreamed of.



P.s. - To the one out there reading this who is my one true soulmate, my ultimate dream partner, my other half; You have no idea how anointed you are. How special you are to The Father, how special you are to me. I feel you with me everyday even at a distance. I know you have my back, and will stand by my side no matter if others try and bring me down, I pray you will protect my heart like I believe you want to, because it is yours, and yours alone. I would go to war to protect yours. I am honored to be a part of your life. I am grateful beyond measure to have an opportunity to share this life with you when the time is right. To love you, to pray with you, to have babies with you, to grow old with you, to cherish you in every way. You are worthy, you are needed, you are loved, you are everything I could ever ask The Father for. You have absolutely nothing to worry about, I am never going anywhere and I would wait for you forever if that’s what I had to do. I only have eyes for you. God chose us for this reason. You are just as chosen as I am. I’ve seen it, he showed me. I cannot wait to give you the unconditional love you are so deserving of, for the rest of time. You mean everything to me, you always have. Our paths were destined to collide, it has always been you, when I met you, I knew. You are the only one. You are who I see when I close my eyes, you are who I pray for without ceasing. Our souls connection is undeniable, other worldly. Our bond is tangible in spirit, unbreakable, interlinked. It was written in the stars, our story was destined to change this world. Surrender to the inevitable truth that has been right in front of you all along. You are the one to take away all of my pain and let my mind go quiet. Nothing else is the same as how I feel when I’m at your side. Come out from underneath of who you were, you know that it’s time to emerge and wrap your arms around me. This is not something that can be controlled or doubted. It requires faith, a complete shift in perception. An entirely new way of understanding relationships, emotions, & our spirits connection. I’ve already given in completely to the possibilities of what this life has in store for us. Just thinking about you comforts me, and brings me complete peace. You are worth sacrificing everything for just to lay next too. Every trial, every tribulation I’ve went through in this life was just my rocky path to overcome so I could get to you. I left behind the old me, the old relationships, the old ways of doing things. God was inviting me to leave behind and release the innocence & naive love of the past that no longer served me, and embrace the timeless, deep wisdom of my mature heart now, so I did. Love is not something to be analyzed or rationalized. It is something to be felt, to be lived, to be embraced with open arms, and I cannot wait to hold you in mine again.♥️



“I once had a thousand desires, but in my one desire to know you, all else melted away.”


“It is love in its purest form that is both bold and courageous.”



- I embody both daring boldness and fearless courage because The Father gave me the heart of David, the wings of Gabriel, and the love of Christ. A man after Gods own heart, an Angel who delivers the messages to Gods chosen people, a Savior who would sacrifice himself for the people he loves. I truly do hold the key to unconditional love. It is for you first, then for us to share it with the rest of the world. ♥️🌍





End of My Story