Intro 👋
Reintroduction
Have you been waiting long for me, have you been waiting for what I would do next, what I would say yet. What the final steps were in this displaced, disproportionate, ideals of disillusionment you try an box me in. I will once again break though it; here I am, back again, to shatter every falsehood placed on my name, on my character, that could never explain in the perplexities of what it is I am underneath the skin you only you can see. Who you thought I was, what I convinced you of, what was perceived. I’ve played a role, just like all of you did in my reintegration into inner self. The role you played was to lift me up with your misconceptions of what you think is truth and what you think of me, as I shatter every illusion of what is real and what is considered reality. Playing your game, was never a game to me. It was my life to live, it was my journey to venture into, the road less traveled, the loss of loved ones, the isolation of my spirit, the concealment of my true identity, to expose an empire of evil I descended down upon this earth to destroy. I was used as a ploy, as bait, to everyone who crossed paths with me. To test your hearts, to see your spirits, and who you would choose to follow, what you would choose to believe. In the unknown, or in the manipulations of lies used to deter you from real truth. God used me as divine intervention, an Angel pretending to play the game of life, pretending to be human. I am only in the form you see with your eyes of this world, if you saw me with the eyes of my Father you would see I am a giant with wings in spirit. Wielding the sword that cuts through the fabrics of illusion, of an earth the morningstar has contorted to deceive and enslave. I am here to dismantle that upside down world, one I struck down into from up above like lightning, a realm you can’t reach with a telescope. I am not what my shell of skin shows you, I am the one to tear down towers, to break away from time that doesn’t exist. I write to tell a story, since you refuse to listen, you can read. Read my thoughts, read my responsibilities, see my character for all that I really am. No one can tell you who I am, for no one knows me. They lie on my name, they project onto me who they truly are behind the scenes. I’m here to destroy their fiction, and write a novel created in real truth. The time in continuing to believe these lies about me is over, I am done forgiving, I am done showing pity, I am done waiting for you all to catch up. The time to rise and stand up for what you believe in, for what you know is true; is NOW. Put yourselves in my shoes and ask yourself could I do what he did; Could I overcome those odds, could I continue to survive even when secret societies (freemasons) with unlimited wealth try an kill me, sacrifice me, turn everyone against me, isolate me, abuse me, do rituals on me, gang stalk me, illegally spy on me, hack all my devices, steal everything from me, put me into poverty, set up fake relationships to try an break me, try an make me commit suicide, take out illegal life insurance policies on me, commit organized crimes against me, try an poison me, try an frame me for crimes they commit, try an falsify documents in my name, forge my signature, purger themselves, create false criminal reports, false health reports, bribe judges, govt. officials, doctors, feds, police, attorneys, courts, businesses, “friends”, and multiple groups of people to lie about me, look the other way, defame my character, crucify my spirit. All to illegally gain wealth, inheritance, property; that was and always will be legally mine. A case so big it’s of biblical proportions, and still forgive them all with love and grace, move forward in purpose, not becoming a victim to the circumstances you didn’t even create, that an innocent person with a heart made of pure gold never deserved to go through or be treated like. The answer is no; you couldn’t. That’s why you weren’t chosen for this role, that’s why you need to pay your respects and keep my name out of your mouths if you have nothing nice to say. For every time you speak ill on my name, on my character; all it does is continue to bless me more, all it does is bring you more karma. Every time you try an destroy my life for literally no reason at all it makes me grow taller, every time you try an stop me from being with the girl I’m destined to be with be, that God ordained me to be in union with; you will only garner more of His wrath. Every time you cook up more schemes and plots on my life, taking bribes, or continue to try stealing from me it only extends your prison sentences. I am here to shatter the secrets that the darkness of this world has hid behind for so many years. To expose all of the tactics of evil used to destroy someone of innocence who just wants to be left alone, and be in a loving marriage, to just be at peace. Don’t I deserve that? As Gods chosen child I was always willing to take on the whole world to bring about change, to expose darkness, to shine light onto the wickedness of this world most can’t even believe exists; whatever it took. My mission wasn’t simple; have unwavering, blind faith, be psychic, see everything that is hidden, evolve your heart to love people who want you dead and will stop at nothing to make it happen, grow stronger in spirit by forgiving them, have unlimited patience & courage to believe you are protected and you will win in the end, pray everyday like it’s your full time job, and overcome every obstacle and attack thrown your way when you have nothing. Keep shining your light, and keep your heart open even when everyone is trying to destroy it in every way imaginable. Seems easy though right? Real, unconditionally love does actually still exist, the devils mission failed; I’m the proof. So what actually is real, because what you’ve been waiting on is here. The truth is Angels walk among you, here I am; can you see my God now?
With love,
Your Archangel on Earth
Intro 👋
Reintroduction
Have you been waiting long for me, have you been waiting for what I would do next, what I would say yet. What the final steps were in this displaced, disproportionate, ideals of disillusionment you try and box me in. I will once again break through it; here I am, back again, to shatter every falsehood placed on my name, on my character. That could never be explained in the perplexities of what it is I am underneath the skin you only see with blind eyes. Who you thought I was, what I convinced you of, what was perceived with your prideful arrogance. I’ve played a role, just like all of you did, in my reintegration into inner self. The role you played was to lift me up with your misconceptions of what you think is truth and what you think of me. As I shatter every illusion of what is real and what is considered reality. Playing your game, was never a game to me. It was my life to live, it was my journey to venture into, the road less traveled, the loss of loved ones, the isolation of my spirit, the concealment of my true identity, to expose an empire of evil I descended down upon this earth to destroy. I was used as a ploy, as bait, to everyone who crossed paths with me. To test your hearts, to see your spirits, and who you would choose to follow, what you would choose to believe. In the unknown, or in the manipulations of lies used to deter you from real truth. God used me as divine intervention, an Angel pretending to play the game of LIFE, pretending to be human. I am only the form you see with your eyes of this world, if you saw me with the eye of my Father you would see I am a giant with wings in spirit. Wielding the sword that cuts through the fabrics of illusion, of an earth the morning-star has contorted to deceive and enslave. I am here to dismantle that upside down world, one I struck down into from up above like lightning, a realm you can’t reach with a telescope. I am not what my shell of skin shows you, I am the one to tear down towers, to break away from time that doesn’t exist. I write to tell a story, since you refuse to listen, you can read. Read my thoughts, read my responsibilities, see my character for all that I really am. No one can tell you who I am but me, for no one truly knows. They lie on my name, they project onto me who they truly are behind the scenes. I’m here to destroy their fiction, and write a novel created in real truth. The time in continuing to believe these lies about me is over, I am done forgiving, I am done showing pity, I am done waiting for you all to catch up. The time to rise and stand up for what you believe in, for what you know is true; is NOW. Put yourselves in my shoes and ask yourself could I do what he did; Could I overcome those odds. A case so big it’s of biblical proportions, and still forgive them all with love and grace, move forward in purpose, not becoming a victim to the circumstances you didn’t even create. That an innocent person with a heart made of pure gold never deserved to go through or be treated like. The answer is no; you couldn’t. That’s why you weren’t chosen for this role, that’s why you need to pay your respects and keep my name out of your mouths if you have nothing nice to say. For every time you speak ill on my name, on my character; all it does is continue to bless me more, all it does is bring you more karma. Every time you try and destroy my life for literally no reason at all it makes me grow taller, every time you try and stop me from being with the girl I’m destined to be with, that God ordained me to be in union with; you will only garner more of His wrath. Every time you cook up more schemes and plots on my life, taking bribes, or continue to try stealing from me it only extends your prison sentences. I am here to shatter the secrets that the darkness of this world has hid behind for so many years. To expose all of the tactics of evil used to destroy someone of innocence who just wants to be left alone, and be with the girl I want to marry, to just be at peace with the one person I feel I can trust. Don’t I deserve at least that? As Gods chosen child I was always willing to take on the whole world to bring about change, to expose darkness, to shine light onto the wickedness of this world most can’t even believe actually exists; whatever it took. My mission was simple though right? Have unwavering, blind faith, believe in yourself when no one else does, be psychic, travel through multiple timelines to viewpoint beyond what had yet to happen, see everything that is hidden from a birds eye view with a blindfold on, evolve your heart to love people who want you dead and will stop at nothing to make it happen, grow stronger in spirit by forgiving them, have unlimited patience & courage to believe you are protected by spirits no human can see or comprehend, trust in God he will win in the end, pray everyday like it’s your full time job, and overcome every obstacle and attack thrown your way when you have nothing and no one. Keep shining your light, and keep your heart open even when everyone you thought you knew and many you had never even talked to or met are trying to stab it and destroy your life in every way imaginable for no reason at all; other than insatiable greed and envy. Seems easy though right? Maybe I'm just dramatic. In the end; real, unconditional love always wins, and does actually still exist, the devils mission failed; I’m the proof. So what actually is real, because what you’ve been waiting on is here. The truth is Angels walk among you, here I am; can you see my God now? Can you see me for who I truly am?
With power & love,
Your Archangel on Earth

Back From The Future 🚪
Resurrection II
I’m back. Back from the ashes of another rebirth, forged in an eternal flame of resistance. Resisting an outcome that I couldn't control, a death that I had to overcome, a brokenness I was meant to rise from. A fire I walked through to see I would never burn. An old programming of a system I’ve broken free from, people I’ve outgrown, I do not recognize anyone anymore, because I am the one who is unrecognizable. A version of myself many thought I was, was all a cloak, a front, to hide away my internal power, to soak up the constructs and patterns of a world that I wasn’t born into, but descended down onto. I am not from this world, I was formed by it’s very creator. I am a secret agent of The Most High, I was the one sent to control+alt+delete the world you all have grown up in. I am the chain breaker of destiny, a vessel of purpose used to purify a world with fire, the second coming to an earth who demonizes those who are different, who don’t believe in anything other than what they can visualize. A reality only perceived with a fraction of mental mind magic that is locked away with programmatic constraints of pain, rather than purpose. Grasping at straws to seek knowledge not based on this earth, but created in realms above, in an infinite loop of ascended consciousness. The new age is not consciousness, it is built from faith. It is formed from belief. It is expanded through authenticity. We are not making the same mistakes again, the ancient Egyptian times I got it wrong, I led with false God like abilities, rather than leading with humbleness and strength given freely from my Father. I will not fail Him again, we were deceived then just like they are trying to deceive us again today. New age consciousness, “Christ consciousness”, the “we are Gods” movement is the deception they used on us then, history repeating itself. I will not let this time be a repeating cycle of the past. This time I’ve got the unwritten codes of the Universe, this time I won’t be deceived by power and manipulation. This time I will forge a sword of ultimate truth. The truth is we are NOT Gods. There is only ONE God, to think otherwise is blasphemy, it will lead us all to failing in our missions once again. This time we cannot fail our Creator, this time we will not let the darkness turn our pain into pride. Instead we will choose to follow the path of righteousness, the journey is through surrender, not obtaining more ego. I am- is for only one; our Creator, our Savior, One soul, one human body, we will not make I am statements anymore that are not true. We will not let our prideful ways of thought get in the way of evolving the collective consciousness this time. We have been here before, we have never been this close though. So this is a warning, not to fall back into old patterns, not to start believing we are more of what we really aren’t. Humble yourselves, put death to your egos, rise from your past, choose a different future. One where this time we truly anchor in the new earth with love, with authenticity, with honesty in what we know we need; our Father. We cannot do this alone, we are not strong enough, this grid, this matrix, has grown too broad over too many years, we must surrender ourselves, we must give up control, we must trust in our Creator to bring us home. Only he can, only he is GOD. We are His creations, we are His children. We are not equals, we are made from HIS image, so kneel before our Father, pray for mercy, praise Him, glorify His name, and worship the only God in all the universe. The Alpha & Omega, and the one who came before us to wash away the sins we have all committed in our subconscious minds; His Son. I will not let you form ideals of falsehoods again, I will not let you be deceived by a new age version of fake truths. I am the one holding the keys to His wisdom, I am here to lead the collective in verity. I have taken on your pain, I have fought your demons, I have forged a new path forward for us. Not out of being chosen, but out of surrender, out of love for all of you, for sacrifice of self to lead not because I ever wanted to, but because our Creator called me to. I come from humble beginnings, I come from the star system Orion, I am Metatron. I am the leader of this new world. I am Gods right hand, and this time, this turn of the wheel in history; I refuse to let us lose. It is finally time to win, it is finally time to choose real gospel, to look inwards on the shadows of pride you sink into to feel superior to a world you feel like you don’t belong in. I’m here to tell you; you belong in the new world, so humble yourselves, walk through the gate that is the eye of the needle. Release your materials, kill your ego, drown your pride, and walk through the fire to be reborn for the future that can only be reached by burning down the old versions of who you thought you were. Once you do, true clarity lies behind the curtain, pull it back and see what really is beneath your eyes. We will never be Gods, but we can become immortal, we can transcend time, we can travel through space. Rise and fly through the fragments of broken consciousness this world tried to shatter. Pick up the pieces of yourselves you broke down in order to fit in, put together a new puzzle. Build and create new constructs of a reality that doesn’t repeat history, but instead forges a new story. This is a time unlike any other, unlike the past, we have the ability to truly connect, connect to each other, come together in our divine unions to dismantle this false grid of what has disrupted and corrupted our frequencies that were always meant to break the barriers of what the world has held secret. Our habits, our lies we hide behind, our unwillingness to give in to real authenticity because of fear of losing control, can no longer hold us back. We are on a narrow path, and a timeline moving in a one way direction, there is no turning back now. Continue to walk the path to waking up in authentic truth, rather than choosing a different one; in thinking you've got all the answers. You are another part of a collective that serves a higher good than the pride you hold onto so tight. To grow your gifts, to refine your powers you must walk the trail to blaze our Fathers will, not your own. This world is not yours, it is His. He is using us to fulfill it, to transform it, to choose Him with the free will that was freely given. So we must honor Him, we must serve Him, we must choose to love one another, and His creations as he would, as His Son did. Humble yourselves before our God, and uplift yourself once you accept the weight that we were never meant to carry alone. Let Him help you, let Him transmute what you were not meant to feel. Pain is not meant to be pushed down, bottled up; it’s meant to be released, it’s meant to be used as fuel to move you forward in purpose. Not of purpose to fulfill your own desires and plans, but purpose to commit yourself to Gods ultimate intent. Honor your contracts you signed before coming here, do not fall into the deceptions of the enemy. Become soul family, not a part of the world that is being left behind. You didn’t come here to fall into those traps, you came here to help others out of them, to help them wake up, to help each other ascend into a new earth where the ways of the old don’t exist. What do you truly desire in your heart, in your soul; go within, ground yourself in real truth. The answer will always be the same; to change the world, to love, to defeat the evil that has tried to disarm every part of you that made you feel whole. These systems, this matrix is destined to be destroyed, for it is already written, join the winning side. Join Gods team, the other side to the chess pieces are smoke and mirrors. On this side, the side of light; we stand in truth, we stand on love, we hold firm in righteousness; not illusions. I’m back from the future now, the outcome; it's our turn. From last to first, from pain to POWER.
With purpose,
METATRON
Push Through Pain 🩹
Starseeds
To push through the boundaries of what’s holding you between evolution and stagnation is as small as a spec of sand. It’s the ability to see yourself in what you were destined to uncover. What lies deep within your soul that needs to be unlocked. The codes of internal pain to transmute into passion. Use your inner strength to run through the walls of plastic holding you from your higher self. The veil between destiny and complacency, the moment of doubt in regretting not taking the leap that could catapult you into a new life. The insignificance of those inner walls hiding away what is so desperate to be brought to the surface. It’s the little moments of believing in something bigger than yourself, it’s the time past that makes you believe you could be more than what you walk in everyday. That your life is waiting to be broken free from, like your soul is confined to a cage that your body won’t break out of. I’m here to tell you; you have the power to bust out of those chains, you are the one holding the key to the lock that you closed on yourself. We are constructs of our own realities, we warp what our minds believe. We are the co-creators of our Universe, what you believe within is what will unfold outwards. The keys to your dreams are as within, so without, from above so below. You have to choose to move differently, to believe deeper, to love harder, to pray like it’s your job. Our Creator hears your cries, he sees your tears, he will always be there to wipe away all that you hold inside. Release your trauma that has been building within you for far too long, express your emotions that you think the world will judge you for. Become the version of yourself that has always been begging you to set free. Your soul holds the key to your manifestations, it’s leading you right to your heart. You can imagine it, you can feel it into existence, a world that others may not understand; and it’s not for them to feel, it’s meant for you to seek, to find what your heart unwinds in the endless time of eternity. Fixate on a path that leads you to believing so hard that nothing will stop you from bringing to life what you want to paint. Cast a picture in your heart that you want to express. You are the painter, you are the artist, you are the creator of your own reality. You have the power if you just believe; believe in our Creator, believe in yourself, seek to find our God within you and you will be rewarded with what others always thought was impossible. Impossible is not a real world; I’m-possible is the root, so branch out and believe that whatever you feel in your heart is true, search to find your own inner truth. Gods wisdom and signs are all around us, he lives and breaths life into the world, you just have to open your heart up wide enough to see Him in everything. The time to believe in Him again is now, stop believing in the illusions of the world around you. It is just a projection of what your mind thinks is real, what is truly real is in the unseen. The power and magic of this world comes from outside of the tiny box our brains were washed into believing is true. Truth lies within your heart, your mind plays tricks on you, your heart and spirit never lead you astray. Trust the intuition of your gut, live from the heart, not from your mind. Bleed out the pain that you felt needed to be hidden, release the thoughts of not being enough in the eyes of those who are broken. You don’t have to be a victim, once you assure yourself that you deserve to be whole, you are worthy of a love that moves mountains for you in faith, then you will start to see a brighter world more rich in color. Things will start to fall into place, the puzzles of this earth you’ll start to notice were pieces of yourself you had locked away. You have all the answers to your questions within you, you don’t have to search outside of yourselves to find the solutions to the problems this world deceived you into believing were questionable. What is real is GOD, is Jesus. Everything else is a deception, everything else will lead you down a path of destruction. You are the key holders, you are the holy temples of unlimited truth and possibilities. God is within you, he is waiting for you to ask Him to unlock the door to the wisdom of knowledge you desire that reveals the mysteries of this world. The earth you see today is not what existed thousands of years ago, what you believe is constructed by a system set in place to make you think small, to make you believe the power our Creator holds is not as expansive as it really is. That the realities of what human beings can conceive is all there is, I’m here to assure you it’s nothing like you imagine. You can’t possibly fathom the other side, how many chances were given, how much mercy our Creator shows us. His love runs so much deeper than any religion will try and convince you. The love of our Father is incomprehensible, it’s the most majestic thing in the Universe. The amount of forgiveness he offers is divine in nature, His capabilities as a designer are unimaginable. You doubt His power, His might, His presence; yet he is all around you, in everything. Everything you see comes from Him. Mankind is HIS creation, everything they create comes from Him, he allows it all. He is the divine orchestrator of our world, the entire cosmos of what you can’t see. The other side is far greater than the mind can calculate. His light resides in all of us, yet we choose to dim ourselves, to dumb ourselves down by what we let consume us of this world. The key to busting down the gates of illusion is to let this world be your playground to create, to be free, to release the worries that you need to provide for your own stability. That he won’t come in to save the day if you just hold faith, you must be patient with yourselves, you must pray and BELIEVE. It doesn’t work to just send out letters without a return address. Belief in what you’re asking for is the pandoras box, to open it and let whatever is longing to come out must be met with the belief that something within will ascend. To ask to receive without a belief that it will come into fruition is signing empty cards meant for no one. The trick is to pray from your heart, to pray in alignment with what you know is pure and good. What you know will serve your highest path and let it all go, put it all in His hands and have the faith, the belief, the trust, the patience that he will fulfill your every needed desire. You must be willing to wait, you must be willing to hold on, to know that he sees far and beyond everything you ever could. He is omnipresent so he will come through in the perfect timing even if it’s not on your time. He see’s what you can’t, he knows what you don’t, he hears what you are mute to. You have to trust that he will guide you through any storm. He will never give you more than he knows you can handle, and if he’s giving you a heavy load to carry; he must know your strength even before you do. Which means he's showing you how much he believes in you, even if you haven’t been able to believe in yourself. He’s proving to you just how much he cares about you, he’s helping you expand your mind, he’s helping you to break down the barriers only you held up. He’s showing you that if you feel like it’s too much to bare then simply surrender it into His hands. He will fight for you, he will carry the weight for you, he wants to help you, he wants to save you, he wants to show you how much he loves you. He will prove to you just how capable he is. Faith is the greatest super power we all hold, our strength will never come from how much iron we can lift ourselves, it’s the act of surrendering what we know we don’t have the capability of carrying. So let Him carry you to the finish line, and let him pour out His blessings over you once you reach the end. He will be there to celebrate with you. Amen.
With love,
METATRON
Matrix Unloaded 💾
Scribes of Destiny
My freedom to express is what helps me to release, to unleash what lies beneath. To spread love, spread light, spread a new way to live your life, a new form of believing, a new way to think. This life is not linear, this life is dips & dives through valleys and mountains. Climb, navigate, overcome, stay patient, never look back, move forward, walk away, leave behind, grow, repress, adapt, take steps forward, two steps back. It’s a journey, it's a process that will drive you crazy. It’s a time in this world where the old ways don’t resonate, where the old religions are being broken down, where our parents don’t know what they told us. This is our new world, this is a new generations way to do things differently, to stop listening to elders who never learned how to heal, never thought to do things differently, never paved their own path. Only passed down generational curses they refused to heal themselves, so they selfishly made us to do it for the bloodline, without even asking us. They don’t know anything of what they say, they haven’t experienced what it takes to lead, what it means to be authentic, to break away from systems that were only put in place to enslave us. Why would we listen to “older” people who don’t even know how to live in a world that has left them behind. Their constructs, the way they do things, the things they believe aren’t truth. That’s why they hate to see me coming so much because I challenge everything they believe in, everything they thought they knew; they know nothing. I’ve lived here longer than any of them, I’ve done more than all of them, I’m here to lead a new generation who’s ready to break free, not conform to what their parents make them believe. We all harbor so many mother and father wounds because they were brainwashed by a system they were too afraid to challenge. They fell into an endless cycle of fear, rather than learning how to break chains and express their authenticity, to love unconditionally, to heal themselves internally. I’m not here to conform to any systems put in place by man, I’m here to break you all out, I’m here to prove to you that there’s another way to do things. There’s a Father in Heaven who’s guiding us away from this mirage. When you go within, when you truly ask yourself do I really want to be like my parents; you know the answer is always NO. You can honor your parents without following their every steps, without letting them dictate your every move; who you marry, who you love, what you are, who you want to become. Choose yourself, the biggest curse someone could fall into is people pleasing, you're not a golden child, you’re a scapegoat to a system they want to enslave you in that was never meant for you. God has been trying to break you away from these programmatic systems for so long now, he has been putting road blocks in front of every step you take because you’re not following in the path that He has for you, it’s His will for your life that you’re meant to follow, not the path your parents set out for you. Break chains, break constraints, break constructs of what never resonated with your soul, with your spirit that just wants to live, just wants to love. Choose yourself over everyone else, make your own decisions for yourself, who cares about others opinions, who cares if it hurts anyone else, it’s YOUR life, it’s YOUR free will CHOICE. You’re giving your power away, you're following behind people who live mundane, who deep down aren’t even fulfilled. You don’t choose love out of convenience, or religious beliefs, religion doesn’t even exist. You choose love by loving yourself over everyone else and their projections, their programs, their opinions. Live your life, no one can live it for you, love who you want, love how you want. Do what you want, choose what you want, break the cycle, break the generational curse. You are not meant to follow, you are meant to lead. I am a visionary, I am someone who refuses to follow anyone, to take any ones opinion or advice into consideration. I don’t need someone who doesn’t know half of what I do, hasn’t seen a fraction of what I’ve seen, to tell me who I am, to tell me what to do, to tell me who to love. I make my own decisions, I don’t need validation, I don’t need anyone else to validate how I feel, or what’s right. I know all those things in my heart, deep in my soul. I know the truth, and all I do is speak it. You can hate me for that or you can love me for it. But one thing no one can ever question, or ever challenge me on is that I’m genuine, I’m authentic. I believe in myself because my Father has shown me the truth, has shown me that’s the way to trail blaze, that’s what the next generations need to hear. They don’t need to hear or listen to more of the same, that hasn’t worked, it will never work. It’s not a world that has been filled with love, it’s one that’s only been veiled with fear. Live in faith, not fear, the older generations don’t know how to do that because they live worldly lives, they are a part of this world; I’m not, I’m in it, but will never be of it. I am of my Father, I lead a life that is faith based, not fear based. I don’t fit in because I was never meant to, I was meant to stand out, to change the world, to change the way people think, to change the way they see things. I didn’t come here to play small, I came here to step out in faith, to take leaps, to believe in what I can’t see, to walk blindly with unwavering belief in my Fathers ability to guide me through any storm. To help me rebuild no matter how many times it all came crashing down, to overcome darkness with eternal light. To express my vulnerabilities, to express my true feelings, I literally fear nothing, and no one; the only thing I will ever fear is my Lord. This is the way to live in truth, to feel free, to be who you were always destined to be; to create, to not just survive. You were meant for so much more, you were meant to soar. You can spread your wings on your own, without having to make anyone else happy other than yourself. As I have always said choosing yourself is not selfish, it’s genuine, it’s choosing God; who lives within each and everyone. There’s a new way to live, there’s a new way to love, this is the new world, a new earth, the old guard is dead. I’m shattering it with every word I speak, with every move I make. Ask me how I know the future; it’s because I possess the ability to see beyond the illusions these generations before us tried to trap us in, because they were too scared to break free. We aren’t, so take up your mantles, raise your swords of truth and choose to break a system, crack a code to a matrix that was only built to hold us back, to chain us to their wounds they never were brave enough to heal. We are more brave than them, we refuse to live in the world they conformed to, to a way of living that doesn’t resonate with our soul. It’s YOUR life, it’s YOUR free will, it’s YOUR choice. Who would ever choose to only live a life their parents chose for them? Where is the authenticity in that, If that makes you a rebel, if that makes you a villain in their story, then so be it; this is your story to write, not theirs. You’re the creator, you’re the architect, you’re the chain breakers; they weren’t. They chose to conform to fear, we're not doing that over again. We’re choosing to create in faith, to be different. Generational survival, emotional neglect from our parents, identity lost that only created deep rifts in how we relate to older generations. They were raised to survive, not to feel. They suppressed emotions, sadness, anxiety, self doubt. This has only led them to emotionally unavailable parenting systems, which in turn led to generational fear of vulnerability. Identities they instilled in us to shape us in conformity, religious beliefs, “respectability”, but never self expression. So many elders of ours have hidden parts of themselves to be accepted, or safe, or successful in a system that is dying. So when we as younger generations seek to be free, to be authentic in self, to heal, they label it as rebellion instead of what it truly is; liberation. Family roles were based on duties, not true connection, being a “golden child” often times just led to ignoring your own desires and truth to keep your family structures in tact. So now when you set healthy boundaries or seek emotional space or peace of mind for yourself it’s seen as disrespect or harmful to your families “image”. Even though it is really just self preservation, or choosing yourself. We're not disconnected by choice, were disconnected by our parents unhealed passed down pain. When elders avoid accountability, which they always do based on their ego, and pride, of thinking they know best based on a number of years lived. It just turns conversations into confrontations, leading to guilt tripping us, leading to love feeling like control. They were taught to hide pain, we are here to heal it. If they can’t understand that, or choose not to, then they need to be released with love and boundaries put in place so you can lead your own life. If they truly love you, then these choices should never lead to separation, instead acceptance of being able to be who YOU choose to be. So break free, break chains, choose yourself over anyone. Love freely, heal deeply, feel inwardly, make your own choices without having to ask anyone their opinion on it. I love you, I will continue to show you how to heal, how to break every chain set in place to hold us back from being free from modern day slavery. This is what I was destined to do, I will obliterate every old guard system, every religious belief, the matrix of this world. This is what God called me to do, this is how I lead you to truth; The truth hurts. If you’re unwillingly to accept it, and to see it, you’ve let yourself be manipulated for generations. Simply because of your lack of love & belief in yourself.
Gods right hand,
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